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_ It was a week after Nyleptha's visit, when I had begun to get
about a little in the middle of the day, that a message came to
me from Sir Henry to say that Sorais would be brought before them
in the Queen's first antechamber at midday, and requesting my
attendance if possible. Accordingly, greatly drawn by curiosity
to see this unhappy woman once more, I made shift, with the help
of that kind little fellow Alphonse, who is a perfect treasure to
me, and that of another waiting-man, to reach the antechamber. I
got there, indeed, before anybody else, except a few of the great
Court officials who had been bidden to be present, but I had
scarcely seated myself before Sorais was brought in by a party of
guards, looking as beautiful and defiant as ever, but with a worn
expression on her proud face. She was, as usual, dressed in her
royal 'kaf', emblazoned with the emblem of the Sun, and in her
right hand she still held the toy spear of silver. A pang of
admiration and pity went through me as I looked at her, and
struggling to my feet I bowed deeply, at the same time expressing
my sorrow that I was not able, owing to my condition, to remain
standing before her.
She coloured a little and then laughed bitterly. 'Thou dost
forget, Macumazahn,' she said, 'I am no more a Queen, save in
blood; I am an outcast and a prisoner, one whom all men should
scorn, and none show deference to.'
'At least,' I replied, 'thou art still a lady, and therefore one
to whom deference is due. Also, thou art in an evil case, and
therefore it is doubly due.'
'Ah!' she answered, with a little laugh, 'thou dost forget that I
would have wrapped thee in a sheet of gold and hung thee to the
angel's trumpet at the topmost pinnacle of the Temple.'
'No,' I answered, 'I assure thee that I forgot it not; indeed, I
often thought of it when it seemed to me that the battle of the
Pass was turning against us; but the trumpet is there, and I am
still here, though perchance not for long, so why talk of it
now?'
'Ah!' she went on, 'the battle! the battle! Oh, would that I
were once more a Queen, if only for one little hour, and I would
take such a vengeance on those accursed jackals who deserted me
in my need; that it should only be spoken of in whispers; those
woman, those pigeon-hearted half-breeds who suffered themselves
to be overcome!' and she choked in her wrath.
'Ay, and that little coward beside thee,' she went on, pointing
at Alphonse with the silver spear, whereat he looked very
uncomfortable; 'he escaped and betrayed my plans. I tried to
make a general of him, telling the soldiers it was Bougwan, and
to scourge valour into him' (here Alphonse shivered at some
unhappy recollection), 'but it was of no avail. He hid beneath a
banner in my tent and thus overheard my plans. I would that I
had slain him, but, alas! I held my hand.
'And thou, Macumazahn, I have hard of what thou didst; thou art
brave, and hast a loyal heart. And the black one too, ah, he was
a MAN. I would fain have seen him hurl Nasta from the stairway.'
'Thou art a strange woman, Sorais,' I said; 'I pray thee now
plead with the Queen Nyleptha, that perchance she may show mercy
unto thee.'
She laughed out loud. 'I plead for mercy!' she said and at that
moment the Queen entered, accompanied by Sir Henry and Good, and
took her seat with an impassive face. As for poor Good, he
looked intensely ill at ease.
'Greeting, Sorais!' said Nyleptha, after a short pause. 'Thou
hast rent the kingdom like a rag, thou hast put thousands of my
people to the sword, thou hast twice basely plotted to destroy my
life by murder, thou hast sworn to slay my lord and his
companions and to hurl me from the Stairway. What hast thou to
say why thou shouldst not die? Speak, O Sorais!'
'Methinks my sister the Queen hath forgotten the chief count of
the indictment,' answered Sorais in her slow musical tones. 'It
runs thus: "Thou didst strive to win the love of my lord
Incubu." It is for this crime that my sister will slay me, not
because I levied war. It is perchance happy for thee, Nyleptha,
that I fixed my mind upon his love too late.
'Listen,' she went on, raising her voice. 'I have nought to say
save that I would I had won instead of lost. Do thou with me
even as thou wilt, O Queen, and let my lord the King there'
(pointing to Sir Henry)--'for now will he be King--carry out the
sentence, as it is meet he should, for as he is the beginning of
the evil, let him also be the end.' And she drew herself up and
shot one angry glance at him from her deep fringed eyes, and then
began to toy with her spear.
Sir Henry bent towards Nyleptha and whispered something that I
could not catch, and then the Queen spoke.
'Sorais, ever have I been a good sister to thee. When our father
died, and there was much talk in the land as to whether thou
shouldst sit upon the throne with me, I being the elder, I gave
my voice for thee and said, "Nay, let her sit. She is twin with
me; we were born at a birth; wherefore should the one be
preferred before the other?" And so has it ever been 'twixt thee
and me, my sister. But now thou knowest in what sort thou hast
repaid me, but I have prevailed, and thy life is forfeit, Sorais.
And yet art thou my sister, born at a birth with me, and we
played together when we were little and loved each other much,
and at night we slept in the same cot with our arms each around
the other's neck, and therefore even now does my heart go out to
thee, Sorais.
'But not for that would I spare thy life, for thy offence has
been too heavy; it doth drag down the wide wings of my mercy even
to the ground. Also, while thou dost live the land will never be
at peace.
'Yet shalt thou not die, Sorais, because my dear lord here hath
begged thy life of me as a boon; therefore as a boon and as a
marriage gift give I it to him, to do with even as he wills,
knowing that, though thou dost love him, he loves thee not,
Sorais, for all thy beauty. Nay, though thou art lovely as the
night in all her stars, O Lady of the Night, yet it is me his
wife whom he loves, and not thee, and therefore do I give thy
life to him.'
Sorais flushed up to her eyes and said nothing, and I do not
think that I ever saw a man look more miserable than did Sir
Henry at that moment. Somehow, Nyleptha's way of putting the
thing, though true and forcible enough, was not altogether
pleasant.
'I understand,' stammered Curtis, looking at Good, 'I understood
that he were attached--eh--attached to--to the Queen Sorais. I
am--eh--not aware what the--in short, the state of your feelings
may be just now; but if they happened to be that way inclined, it
has struck me that--in short, it might put a satisfactory end to
an unpleasant business. The lady also has ample private estates,
where I am sure she would be at liberty to live unmolested as far
as we are concerned, eh, Nyleptha? Of course, I only suggest.'
'So far as I am concerned,' said Good, colouring up, 'I am quite
willing to forget the past; and if the Lady of the Night thinks
me worth the taking I will marry her tomorrow, or when she likes,
and try to make her a good husband.'
All eyes were now turned to Sorais, who stood with that same slow
smile upon her beautiful face which I had noticed the first time
that I ever saw her. She paused a little while, and cleared her
throat, and then thrice she curtseyed low, once to Nyleptha, once
to Curtis, and once to Good, and began to speak in measured
tones.
'I thank thee, most gracious Queen and royal sister, for the
loving-kindness thou hast shown me from my youth up, and
especially in that thou hast been pleased to give my person and
my fate as a gift to the Lord Incubu--the King that is to be.
May prosperity, peace and plenty deck the life-path of one so
merciful and so tender, even as flowers do. Long mayst thou
reign, O great and glorious Queen, and hold thy husband's love in
both thy hands, and many be the sons and daughters of thy beauty.
And I thank thee, my Lord Incubu--the King that is to be--I thank
thee a thousand times in that thou hast been pleased to accept
that gracious gift, and to pass it on to thy comrade in arms and
in adventure, the Lord Bougwan. Surely the act is worthy of thy
greatness, my Lord Incubu. And now, lastly, I thank thee also,
my Lord Bougwan, who in thy turn hast deigned to accept me and my
poor beauty. I thank thee a thousand times, and I will add that
thou art a good and honest man, and I put my hand upon my heart
and swear that I would that I could say thee "yea". And now that
I have rendered thanks to all in turn'--and again she smiled--'I
will add one short word.
'Little can you understand of me, Queen Nyleptha and my lords, if
ye know not that for me there is no middle path; that I scorn
your pity and hate you for it; that I cast off your forgiveness
as though it were a serpent's sting; and that standing here,
betrayed, deserted, insulted, and alone, I yet triumph over you,
mock you, and defy you, one and all, and THUS I answer you.' And
then, of a sudden, before anybody guessed what she intended to
do, she drove the little silver spear she carried in her hand
into her side with such a strong and steady aim that the keen
point projected through her back, and she fell prone upon the
pavement.
Nyleptha shrieked, and poor Good almost fainted at the sight,
while the rest of us rushed towards her. But Sorais of the Night
lifted herself upon her hand, and for a moment fixed her glorious
eyes intently on Curtis' face, as though there were some message
in the glance, then dropped her head and sighed, and with a sob
her dark but splendid spirit passed.
Well, they gave her a royal funeral, and there was an end of her.
It was a month after the last act of the Sorais tragedy that a
great ceremony was held in the Flower Temple, and Curtis was
formally declared King-Consort of Zu-Vendis. I was too ill to go
myself; and indeed, I hate all that sort of thing, with the
crowds and the trumpet-blowing and banner-waving; but Good, who
was there (in his full-dress uniform), came back much impressed,
and told me that Nyleptha had looked lovely, and Curtis had borne
himself in a right royal fashion, and had been received with
acclamations that left no doubt as to his popularity. Also he
told me that when the horse Daylight was led along in the
procession, the populace had shouted 'MACUMAZAHN, MACUMAZAHN!'
till they were hoarse, and would only be appeased when he, Good,
rose in his chariot and told them that I was too ill to be
present.
Afterwards, too, Sir Henry, or rather the King, came to see me,
looking very tired, and vowing that he had never been so bored in
his life; but I dare say that that was a slight exaggeration. It
is not in human nature that a man should be altogether bored on
such an extraordinary occasion; and, indeed, as I pointed out to
him, it was a marvellous thing that a man, who but little more
than one short year before had entered a great country as an
unknown wanderer, should today be married to its beautiful and
beloved Queen, and lifted, amidst public rejoicings, to its
throne. I even went the length to exhort him in the future not
to be carried away by the pride and pomp of absolute power, but
always to strive to remember that he was first a Christian
gentleman, and next a public servant, called by Providence to a
great and almost unprecedented trust. These remarks, which he
might fairly have resented, he was so good as to receive with
patience, and even to thank me for making them.
It was immediately after this ceremony that I caused myself to be
moved to the house where I am now writing. It is a very pleasant
country seat, situated about two miles from the Frowning City, on
to which it looks. That was five months ago, during the whole of
which time I have, being confined to a kind of couch, employed my
leisure in compiling this history of our wanderings from my
journal and from our joint memories. It is probable that it will
never be read, but it does not much matter whether it is or not;
at any rate, it has served to while away many hours of suffering,
for I have suffered a deal of pain lately. Thank God, however,
there will not be much more of it.
It is a week since I wrote the above, and now I take up my pen
for the last time, for I know that the end is at hand. My brain
is still clear and I can manage to write, though with difficulty.
The pain in my lung, which has been very bad during the last
week, has suddenly quite left me, and been succeeded by a feeling
of numbness of which I cannot mistake the meaning. And just as
the pain has gone, so with it all fear of that end has departed,
and I feel only as though I were going to sink into the arms of
an unutterable rest. Happily, contentedly, and with the same
sense of security with which an infant lays itself to sleep in
its mother's arms, do I lay myself down in the arms of the Angel
Death. All the tremors, all the heart-shaking fears which have
haunted me through a life that seems long as I looked back upon
it, have left me now; the storms have passed, and the Star of our
Eternal Hope shines clear and steady on the horizon that seems so
far from man, and yet is so very near to me tonight.
And so this is the end of it--a brief space of troubling, a few
restless, fevered, anguished years, and then the arms of that
great Angel Death. Many times have I been near to them, and now
it is my turn at last, and it is well. Twenty-four hours more
and the world will be gone from me, and with it all its hopes and
all its fears. The air will close in over the space that my form
filled and my place know me no more; for the dull breath of the
world's forgetfulness will first dim the brightness of my memory,
and then blot it out for ever, and of a truth I shall be dead.
So is it with us all. How many millions have lain as I lie, and
thought these thoughts and been forgotten!--thousands upon
thousands of years ago they thought them, those dying men of the
dim past; and thousands on thousands of years hence will their
descendants think them and be in their turn forgotten. 'As the
breath of the oxen in winter, as the quick star that runs along
the sky, as a little shadow that loses itself at sunset,' as I
once heard a Zulu called Ignosi put it, such is the order of our
life, the order that passeth away.
Well, it is not a good world--nobody can say that it is, save
those who wilfully blind themselves to facts. How can a world be
good in which Money is the moving power, and Self-interest the
guiding star? The wonder is not that it is so bad, but that
there should be any good left in it.
Still, now that my life is over, I am glad to have lived, glad to
have known the dear breath of woman's love, and that true
friendship which can even surpass the love of woman, glad to have
heard the laughter of little children, to have seen the sun and
the moon and the stars, to have felt the kiss of the salt sea on
my face, and watched the wild game trek down to the water in the
moonlight. But I should not wish to live again!
Everything is changing to me. The darkness draws near, and the
light departs. And yet it seems to me that through that darkness
I can already see the shining welcome of many a long-lost face.
Harry is there, and others; one above all, to my mind the
sweetest and most perfect woman that ever gladdened this grey
earth. But of her I have already written elsewhere, and at
length, so why speak of her now? Why speak of her after this
long silence, now that she is again so near to me, now that I go
where she has gone?
The sinking sun is turning the golden roof of the great Temple to
a fiery flame, and my fingers tire.
So to all who have known me, or known of me, to all who can think
one kindly thought of the old hunter, I stretch out my hand from
the far-off shore and bid a long farewell.
And now into the hands of Almighty God, who sent it, do I commit
my spirit.
'I HAVE SPOKEN,' as the Zulus say. _
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